so long 2009

was a long and dark December


Desember berakhir dengan manis

terima kasih ya Tuhan
ini benar-benar hadiah tahun baru terindah :)

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that's why I'm feeling
no clue
empty
feeling wasted
abandoned

many times I wanna get rid of it
but many times too.............. I can't

where are those warming words that you gave to me?
where are those love?

now and here
I just feeling nothing
nothing in return
nothing left after a year?
is that all?

your silence are f*cking annoying
your ignorance are killing me

you make it real

there's so much craziness surrounding me
there's so much going on it gets hard to breathe
all my faith has gone you bring it back to me
you make it real for me
well im not sure of my priorities
ive lost site of where im ment to be
and like holy water washing over me

you make it real for me
and IIIIIIIII'm running to you baby
youuu are the only one who save me
that's whyyy ive been missing you lately
cause you make it real for me

when my head is strong but my heart is weak
im full of hurricanes and uncertainty
but I can find the words
you teach my heart to speak

you make it real for meee yeaaa
and iiiiiiiiii'm running to you baby
you are the only one who save me
that's whyyy ive been missing you lately
cause you make it real for me

everybodies talking in words
I don't understand
you got to be the only one
who knows just who I am
and you shine in the distance
I hope I can make it through
cause the only place
that I want to be
is right back home with you

I guess theres so much more
I have to learn
But if you're here with me
I know which way to turn
You always give me somewhere,
somewhere I can learn

You make it real for me
And iiiii'm running to you baby
Cause you are the only one who save me
That's why ive been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me
you make it real for me